i feel horrible right now.
I feel like nobody wants to be my friend anymore.
I mean, I have people I talk with during school, and I wish I could see them more over the summer,
and I wish I could be invited somewhere, like to hang out and see movies with and go out for ice cream with.

But I feel like nobody wants me around.

Because I'm just Laura,

Laura isn't worth shit, nobody needs someone like her in this world.

if i suddenly vanished, would it matter to anyone? no. because that's what i do for 3 months out of the year anyway.

sometimes i feel like the most friend-less person in the world. i always sit here, alone, at home, bored, wishing I could hang out with someone.

but, I know when I'm not wanted.

[[[[some things i say on here i can't say in my xanga]]]]